I really can’t believe this, my older daughter has been having accident almost every night. I just finished washing all the beddings today. Then just now I was going to wake her up then I found she is in the puddle again, I was just thought if I woke her up to early then she would be crying. How I wish that I could have woke her up early!!! So the whole room smells very bad now again. When can we have an end to it?

I am a very sensitive person, I did not think of it until recently. The company I joined in Jan, American Invsco. When I first started I was so happy to be very nice to everyone, they I noticed the receptionist is always having a very bad mood plus she is not helpful at all. I really do not know how she could survive for so many years there. My husband said it’s all me, I am too sensitive, I should just ignore her. But while Kim is not around, she could put the music very loud, always playing cards on the computer, chat on the phone or just to make jokes to the male employees. I could understand that she is young and she has to go to school, but still I wish that we could have a better person there as this is the reason that I do not want to go to that office. Maybe I should change myself but what do you do if someone very rode to anwser the phone?

I am going to the citizenship interview tomorrow although I am not really prepared for the questions. As I am not sure if I would like to get a US citizenship since my Dad does not want to get a green card any longer. After long thoughts, I think it will be nice for him to consider my situation and not want to immigrate to the US. Although I would like him to come and visit but I really can’t afford for him to stay here. Sometimes I feel bad as he always mention that this is his dream and his only wish. But what can I do? The economy is so bad and there is no way for us to live together since our place is so small. Plus I really do not have the energy to help him with lots of stuff. But I still decide to go there tomorrow as then I could try to extend it to see what to do after it.

I went to the new office today at the 182 W lake, the Century Tower, actually this is our old office which has been abandoned for some time. Since all the brokerage office is combined under the 111 E chestnut office. Last week, the director was asking who wanted to go there to cover some floor time, I thought it will be interesting to try it out. After a few tries and phone calls, I found one computer that I could be able to log on. The IT guy is not really helpful, as he told the people in the corporate office that I could use their computer if I need anything, but I am downstairs and they are on the second floor, hello? Right after I signed in the computer, there was a couple walked in. They are looking to purchase a two bedroom condo in the building. After a few phone calls, I figured out that the keys are at the management office on the second floor, there are three ladies there and they are very nice and helpful! Hopefully the doorman would refer to walk ins to me in the future instead of referring them to the 200 N Dearborn which he has been doing. So in order for me to make some friends and try to get some referrals, I went to Macy’s and got some chocolate for them:-)